Yesterday we decided to head back to our hotel in OK to see if felt better. I thought it still felt bad and we were trying to figure out what to do next. I had a moldie friend message me twice in the past few days and could tell by my questions that we were in mold and suggested we consider a different location. I had written 3 posts for our mold avoidance group trying to figure out what to do next, and our old mentor messaged me and said he could tell enough of a difference in my writing to know I needed to move on bc I was communicating like I was in mold. I’m really struggling to recognize when I’m going down the power curve before crashing and burning bc that hurts! I was struggling to figure out if it was the location or bad air in route to or in the Wichita mountains. The input was helpful, but knowing we were probably leaving for good left me a mess of tears this morning. At least Ana was working this morning so I could say goodbye. I broke down in tears saying goodbye and cried for about 40 min of our drive. We decided to try a different town being our moldie friend moved to another town. We do our best to not be where other moldies are because it’s better for everyone involved bc we tend to be slammers to each other.
After we got our new hotel room, we went to to Red Rock Canyon State Park to hike. It felt pretty good except for a couple small areas on the trail. We came back to the hotel and ate dinner. Writing this blog post makes me cry again bc the staff at the old hotel was like our family away from home. The staff here were great, but we don’t have a relationship with them.