I still think our hotel last night was in good air and the room felt good, but when I laid down on the bed, I stopped feeling good. That’s frustrating, but such is life. There was no hot tub so we spent about an hour in the pool. This morning we both woke up pretty…
Author: Laura
Working through feelings of abandonment
We were feeling sufficiently not well at the hotel today that we left and are in route back to OKC. Our mentor is no longer available to help guide us, and we’re apparently making a bunch of huge mistakes that are setting us back on our healing. That’s super discouraging! We had that experience again…
Exploring
Thankfully we found a good place to stay last night, showered, ate, and got a good night’s sleep. This morning we woke up feeling good so we ate leftovers from our breakfast for dinner from last night. We got up too late for hot breakfast the hotel served, but hopefully tomorrow! Next was hot tub…
We’re driving lots of miles
Well last night didn’t go as well as we’d hoped. Surprise! The room seemed ok when we checked it, but when we came back from hot tubbing (that cleared all the brain fog and neurological sensations out), we knew we were in for an interesting night at best. We should’ve left and didn’t. We’ll learn. …
That Crazy Stage of Mold Avoidance
We have entered the crazy traveling stage of mold avoidance. When Wesley looked into mold avoidance, he was struck by two things. One is that people move a lot running away from toxins. Second was that the people who stayed in one place for a long time seemed to make a lot of progress. Early…
Retreat
Sorry for the long post. I’m going to try to do better than waiting 5 days going forward so they’re shorter. Mold has kicked our butts again. We were making progress until hanging out with Jake, and it’s been a train wreck happening since. We didn’t take Simcha’s advice and leave soon enough so here…
Continuing to Heal
We’re now 10 days out from our last bad toxin exposure. Our sensitivity to life is continuing to decrease. The weather down here was amazing until last night. It’s been nearly 60 during the day and 20s at night. We’ve been walking all around the ranch until today. We could, but are choosing not and…
We’re detoxing and getting better
Today we got up and started getting ourselves together. We decided to go to town to use the bathroom and get diesel. We saw Carlos, one of the hunters we meet the first week we were here, on our way out of the pasture. He said he was sure we’d be gone, but instead we’d…
A long walk around the ranch
Yesterday when we went to Walmart, again for the third day in a row. We tried to find paper towels, but reacted terrible to all of them. Today we went to Family Dollar to see if we did OK with any of theirs. The answer is no. So until we detox more and aren’t as…
We’re getting better!
Oye! Recovering from these MT exposures has been rough. We went to Alamogordo on Saturday and unfortunately all the stuff we got was cross contaminated as was our truck inside and out. We went to Socorro to return everything Sunday. All the stuff went into the back of the truck and as we went over…